Help Divorce (Redmond)

I have a good paying job.
Second job helps me with my horses.
I don’t have the money to move out with my horses, dogs and kiddos.
Not wanting to give them up either.
Hoping to find a place I could rent rent to own or buy.
I have an approval for home for 3 k and that’s pushing it for me because i’m looking at 2,800 in rent which if not enough acres to rent to others with horses i don’t think I could make it .
I would be willing.
to also do caregiving if someone can do a life lease .
It’s what i love to do .
I was caregiving and now i work with adults with disabilities.
Those with autism down syndrome and many other disabilities that go along with them.
I stay in a situation i don’t want to be in for my kids, horses and well hope things change.
If their is anyone that would be willing to rent me a small area for my horses $150.
00 or willing to do rent to own with me or has a place they are willing to do 3 k on in with acreage that just wants to have a life lease .
please let me know.